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 in response to therapeutic touch...   Well I did just what you said and it worked I got this months car payment waved saving me 330$ Thank You for your help. Now I can get the tires and inspection I need. God Bless You

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Thank You! Any option is a good option. I am keeping my head up as my finances take a nosedive below ground level today. It's been a long tome since I have see this teritory in my life but, I must say that it is very humbling to be reminded that no one is above making mistakes and even those who try are still subject to uncontroled and unforseen circumstances. Life is a challange and one I fully intend to face head on.

I will be trying your suggestions thank you. Take care and have a great day.

This was the best thing to happen to me but now my Durango is nothing but a drag. I am paying more than what it is worth still owe $13,000.00 to be sure. It only books for $10,400.00. I am paying out 120% of my income to bills and that dont even cover food and other things like this months inspection and 2 new tires. I am ofically tapped and no savings are available. I have tried to get rid of the truck but it is a gas guzzler and no one wants that. It is in great condition for being 5 years old but only gets 16 miles or so to the tank and I drive 30-45 min to work. Ya Cha-Ching.

 My truck is my ball and chain. if only I could roll it into my mortgage but no, my house wont cover it. With the market it's not worth enough anymore. Ohh and to-boot my boss cut my hours. How great is that! I love life right now I really do; as I write this I am sitting in front of my computer with a smile because somehow I am always saved when I am at the very end of my rope and it never fails. I have got to have faith. 

My venting is just that, to vent. If someone can help maybe you are my miracle but if not I will surly be set free from this momentary burden and once again have just enough to get by. Thanks for reading. 

My name is Chris and I am a professional massage therapist. I am a graduate of Berks Technical Institute in Wyomissing PA. I graduated June of last year. I have been doing massage most of my life. My mother is a healing practitioner in the arts of physical and spiritual energy. I have been trying to find a job since I have graduated and have come to some realizations since my journey began in July of 2009.

I have done massage out of my home and more recently I have done it as part of a team in a chiropractors office. Now don't get me wrong it is good but I am being forced to do a great deal of marketing and I do not do well with trying to convince people they need services they feel they don't. its not that I can't get them to see they have an issue or problum but rather that if someone can't afford it they can't aford it. My boss seems to think otherwise.

 My need is this. I have a baby comming and I am in need of a steady paycheck getting paid what I am worth. However, I have come to the conclusion that my desire to help heal people does not have as grand an outlook as I once thought it did if I stick with massage. I would much rather go to school to become a physical therapist and get my career rolling in that direction. I have all the necessary skills, mindset, desires and abilities but the funding is not there. 

I already have student loans from three coleges that I attended when I got my AS and part of my BS and then my Massage certificate. and its a really challanging thing to even qualify for grants. I have tried and I don't trust any of the online ads for govt. grants who knows if it legit or not. I have been taken advantage of twice already and wont allow it a third time.

 I would like to either work for a place of business and be trained or be put through school through them or, I will need the help to get there.If anyone can help me or knows of someone who can I would be forever greatful and would love to make a great new friend in the process. Thank You for taking the time to read this. Sincerely Chris.